How awesome would life be if we could talk to God directly.
my heart is yearning to listen to him.
To be lead by the spirit.
To submit to God's plan for my life....
and yet I'm finding myself feeling dizzy and without a way to move forward.
I know that the only that will heal me now is time.
Time to move on.
Time to move forward.
Time to watch God's plan unfold.
I have complete and total faith that he will not let me wonder for long as I cling to him.
and I am.

Church was especially encouraging today.
Which is funny, cause it wasn't really different then any other service.
i realized it was my heart.
I walked in with a heart to embrace having the kids with us, appreciate the chaos and focus on God- his word, and his family.
I'm a lucky girl.

I also got cute new shoes. fyi.